Two weeks from today is my next attempt at a marathon. The Virginia Beach Shamrock Marathon. The last one (San Antonio) didn’t go too well mainly because I strained my abductor muscle a few weeks before, and they lied about having food at the start. The one before that (Phoenix) didn’t go well because of my torn meniscus. I still ran the full, but because I had missed a lot of training, I knew I would be hurting to do the whole thing. But I knew that going in so I wasn’t the slightest bit disappointed. This time, I am not convinced that I am ready, but really it’s all in my head. I should be ready, but part of me isn’t sure. It’s a lack of confidence in myself that I need to get over. How can I do it? Is there a formula, or a pill that I can take that will give me a mind boost? I know that there are actually running psychologists that specialize in this type of thing. Maybe it’s worth it to talk to one of them? Has anybody out there done that? I talk to other runners that I run with, and the successful ones all say that the first time that you get those negative thoughts out of your head, you will be fine after that. And the only way that they did it was to battle within themselves when those thoughts would start to creep in. They say that because you’ve done the training, you should be able to this. Sure your legs are going to hurt. They are going to hurt whether you keep running or whether you stop, so might as well keep running.
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Not a good day
The San Antonio Marathon was this past weekend, and although I knew it was going to be a tough one because of the time I missed due to injury, I was hoping that I could still get through it. It started out by getting to the shuttle bus area at around 5:45. When Jason and I got there, we both were amazed at how many people were here. But it was really worse than we thought! The line wound around to the front of the building, then you came back towards the buses, then you turned and went away from the buses again, and then finally coming back to them. It was like one of those lines at an amusement park or the security line at the airport. I’m guessing that at that time there was around 6 or 7 thousand people there trying to get on the bus. And more kept coming!
We finally got on a bus and headed out. The ride was maybe 15 minutes long and then they dropped us off. I’m looking around for the start, but I don’t see anything. Mostly I see people going to the gas station to go to the bathroom. There were luckily some other people that were walking along so we followed them. And we walked, and we walked. Where the hell is the start??!! After maybe a half a mile, we see the start, and by this time it’s 7:15. It was an hour and half from when we got to the shuttle area to the start. So now I’m looking around for the food because they advertised that there would be bagels and banana’s at the start, and I hadn’t eaten anything that morning. We get to the area where the tents are set up, and all we see is a table with raisins and apples. That’s it? We look around some more. Nothing. I’m doomed. There’s no way I’m going to run a marathon with only raisins in my stomach. We get in line for the bathrooms, and luckily that didn’t take very long and we make our way to our corral area. Where the port-a-lets are was at corral 30, and we had to make it to corral 7. We are walking up there when the National Anthem starts and we end up at corral 9.
Once the race starts, I feel better about everything, and I feel good. Hmmm….. maybe I can do a full marathon. It’s funny how you think that after only running a half mile. My plan was to run to the water stations and then walk for a minute. So Jason and I are starting off together and his knee is doing good. We do 9:45 the first mile (a little too fast, but not bad) and then we hit the water station near mile 2. I get water and start walking, and Jason takes off. I walk for a minute and then start running again. After awhile I see Jason and I’m catching up to him. This is not good. I was doing around a 9:15 pace and I was catching up to him. I catch him and ask how he’s doing and he says he doing all right, so we run together until the next water station where I get water and walk for a minute. Jason keeps going so once I start running again , he is out of sight.
One thing that I forgot to mention, it’s 67 degrees at the start and 98% humidity. Not ideal conditions to run in. After 3 miles, I’m already wearing out. Between the heat, humidity, and no food, this was not not pretty. But I keep going on and the fact that there were so many people, it made it nice to run. At around 6 miles, we pass by these houses and the people there were handing out Guinness beer. So of course I had to drink one. At mile 8 (or 9) we are going running in downtown San Antonio and going right by our hotel. I had no clue that the race went this way. Next thing I know Jason is raising his arms in celebration and I look over and there is Diane and Megan! So seeing Diane gives me some instant energy and I feel good again, but it doesn’t last long. I think it was less than a mile after that I hit the water station, and Jason goes on ahead. My knee at this point is hurting a little bit, and I feel real sluggish. After my minute walk, I start running again, and I see Jason up ahead and he is pulling off to the side. I catch up to him and ask how he’s doing. Yes I know, dumb question. His knee is really hurting and he says he’s not going to make it. I tell him that I don’t think I will either, but I’m not sure. I leave him there in the ditch (I hope someone will help him out of there) and I head off. But it wasn’t long before I got that feeling that I had to go to the bathroom. This is the “dreaded” bathroom break and I can’t just go behind some tree. I come up to a water station and there are 6 port-a-lets there. One is open and I go in there. No toilet paper. I go into another one. No toilet paper. In fact, all 6 were out of toilet paper. Not good. At this point, it hurts my stomach to run.
The next thing I come up to is the break for the half marathon and the full. If I go right, I do the full. If I go left, I do the half. I’m on the right side of the road and thinking that a miracle could happen and that I could still do the full. I’m sure there’s a port-a-let up here soon, and there are plenty of water stations. YOU CAN DO IT! Luckily, I come to my senses and at the last second, I go left. Thank goodness I listened to my brain and not my heart. After a little bit, there are some port-a-lets and they have toilet paper! Wahoo!
I finished the half and thanked myself for not attempting to do the full. There will be more marathons (I hope) and this one I’ll be able to look back on and say that I did the right thing. Jason and I will hook up again and we will finish one together. Now if I could only get Michael to do one too…….
One Week to Go
The San Antonio Marathon is next week. As I sit here and type this, I realize that at this time next week I should be at mile 2, or the porta john. Currently in San Antonio, it’s 68 degrees! That’s not good. The one thing I fear more than anything at a marathon, is the weather. The good thing is though that the high there today is only projected to be 74. So at least it’s not really going to get any hotter.
I really want to run a lot this week to get more miles in that I’ve missed because of injuries, but I know that is pretty stupid. I need to take it easy and rest up this week as much as I can.
After this marathon, I am thinking of doing the Shamrock Marathon in Virginia Beach on March 21. The main reason is that I don’t think the San Antonio Marathon will go well for me, and I want to get back in the saddle right away. Plus it gives me a chance to see my brother. I know he reads this blog, so I should state that I haven’t decided for sure yet, but I will let you know soon.
Back on Track
I ran twice this past weekend, and knock on wood, it was all good. Saturday I did 6 miles, and I did feel like I hadn’t run in quite awhile. Actually it’s been 2 weeks, but it felt like 4. My cardio sure wasn’t up to snuff. Then the real test was Sunday. I knew if I wasn’t fully healed, I would be hurting on Sunday, but I felt fine so I ran 4 miles. The last mile was with my dog Miles. I think he’s almost ready to take the next step and do 2 miles. I’ll try that next Sunday. Hard to believe but my marathon, The San Antonio Rock and Roll Marathon, is in 2 weeks. I know that I won’t set any records, and I’m really hoping I finish! My plan right now is to do the run / walk system. I’ll run for 2 miles, walk for 1 minute, and run again for 2 miles, etc, etc. Jason just told me this weekend that he is having some major knee problems. I think it’s all the mileage he is piling on, and he’s just not used to it. So I told him to take the week off from running and either do some elliptical training, or ride the stationary bike. We’ll see what happens with that.
Time for Plan B
Good news, bad news. My knee actually feels good. I’ve gotten 2 shots, and I’ll be getting 3 more. That’s the good news. The bad news is that my groin is hurting. It actually seemed to be getting better until I ran 14 miles on Saturday. About half way through, it started hurting, but of course I pushed on. Now it’s killing me, so I think I’ll have to shut it down for awhile. But for how long? 1 week? 2? I have no idea. I missed a long run last weekend, and it looks like I’ll miss another long run this weekend. The San Antonio Marathon looks like it may be another in a list of marathons that I have run while being injured or coming off an injury. But now, I will go to the gym and ride the exercise bike and do the elliptical trainer.
I have an MRI scheduled for this week and this could be the the beginning of the end for my medicine that I take for my MS. We shall see.
San Antonio Rock and Roll Marathon
Well I finally picked a new marathon to run. On November 15, I will be doing the San Antonio Rock and Roll Marathon with my oldest son Jason. This will be my 5th marathon and his first and I really can’t believe that he decided to run one! Although I have been running, the serious training starts now. One thing that I don’t like about a fall marathon is training in the summer. One of the major problems that I have with my MS (and a lot of people with MS have it) is getting too overheated. It wears me down real fast. Today I ran 12 miles and by the time I finished it was 80 degrees, so I struggled the last few miles. It’s not bad during the week when I can get in 5 miles or so in the morning. I get out the door at 5:00 and it feels great. It’s harder on the weekend because I like to run with someone when I do a long run, but it’s harder to find someone to run with that early. The best I can do is run with someone at 7:00. I can run by myself, but I can’t seem to do very well at it. It’s probably all in my head, and being that I don’t have many brain cells left, it can mess me up.
My other son Michael, is getting married in two weeks. Yikes! Other than now it will be “official”, it’s not much different than before because they have been shacking up for 2 years or so. They are getting married back in Michigan so it will be nice to get back home and see my dad and daughter.
I was diagnosed with MS about 6 years ago and I am one of the lucky ones. I don't have too many problems associated with it, and the disease has actually slowed down. I took up running 4 years ago just to see if I could do it. So far I've run 5 marathons in 3 years and 12 half marathons.